{SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW.}

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

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Bah. Now i know why i don't update. Cos everytime sumthing pops up my screen would change and before i post my post is gone n i hafta re-type.

Anw, yup. haven't blogged for.. Woah.. 3 mths. tts long. K. shall update a LOT now.
Im 20!!!!!! hahaha. And this yr, no special big group stuff like e last, but still, i managed to spend my bday with 3 VIPs.

1) Apinun - Mmm.. We went to city hall and had dinner, at a steakhouse, and really had a fun time fellowshipping, with all his lame crap. Was actually sick on that day, had Diarrhoae (Not AFTER e meal. BEFORE.) So.. tt kinda hampered things, but really, this buddy.. thx for all e time spent together, e time u gave up for me, and.. all e advice and encouragements and affirmations. thx bud =)

2) Harry Lam - Mmm... We also went to city hall and had dinner AT A STEAK HOUSE. WOW. coincidence? haha. And.. Spent a great time talking about e future, what life would be like after he leaves, and how to cope without one another. Mushy eh? We ARE MUSHY PEOPLE. And.. how he's gonna help e church in US when he goes dere t study and all. Really can't wait to see him get his white chick in US.. Mmm.. but judging by his skin colour, mayB a black chick lah. A cool negro wif afro styled hair! Woo! U would be cool FOR ONCE. =p

3) Peng Chuan - We went to city hall and.. ITS NOT A STEAKHOUSE. we went to an italian restuarant instead, and.. Was great! except i didn't understand e menu! LOL. And.. Yeahh.. Talked about e old days, how we became buddies, e days spent shooting hoops and playing bridge at Holland V, and all. This guy just moved to tertiary army group, and.. he's.. growing (I think). Yeah. Haha. THIS NUT SPENT $100 on e meal, and bought another $50 shirt for me from G2000, and he still wants to buy books for me. HE'S NUTS. But thx. I really appreciate tt. Haha. But i want MORE TIME. my love lang is TIME.

and.. my bday was cool. Very. Totally. Took half day off and went to esplanade, and walked and talked, shared an ice cream and had a drink with God. (we really did share e ice cream!!) And.. Was great! Realli understood His heart more, and.. those few hours passed by like a few minutes. Okay. Here's the amazing part. As we were by e riverside, I looked up, and saw a RAINBOW. it wasn't raining, there's no reason for e rainbow, but yet it was there! As i turned around about to share to Him tt there's a rainbow (For a moment i forgot that He is omnipotent and CREATED THE RAINBOW) I heard Him tell me, "Happy Birthday Matthew" I WAS LIKE.. OH MY GOODNESS. Can u imagine the love i felt? I mean, like.. this gift is.. like.. money can't buy, in fact nothing could've made it happen except Him, and He gave me that as a present on my birthday!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

K. My wishes. Can share 2 right?
1) I want a heart that NEVER STOPS desiring after God. An undivided heart, a heart pumping with passion and desire for Him. E day my heart doesn't beat for Him, I'm better off dead.

2) Humility. I really pray for me to grow in humility in e upcoming yr. I'm a proud dude. Proud of my giftings and talents, and all my past achievements and all that. Aye. God can heal e broken hearted, comfort e contrite in spirit, but God OPPOSES THE PROUD. I can be anything, but I CANNOT BE PROUD.

God, thx 4 everythin.

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