Friends and Cliques. Mmm.. Been looking back at e past few weeks, especially after LJ Yao left youth, have been feelin kinda.. lost? and.. it led t me thinking abt my own identity, and my group of friends. Seeing how JYs buddies still go out with him and all, really makes me think about myself. Im.. everywhere shallow but nowhere deep. I have friends everywhere, (and i mean EVERYWHERE) but.. how many close friends do i actually have?

Most of my close friends from AC, well.. we're still in contact, but.. we're no longer as close. Ever since i decided upon Jesus as my Lord, my life vision changed, and people with differing visions can only have a limited closeness. In CJ, i made a mess of my life. I gave up everything just for my ministry, joined track for that sole purpose, everyday did not have time to go out with my classmates (meet sheep. i had.. 12?) and.. i think.. I seriously do not have a single friendship tt.. lasted. Sadly. Den i gave up everything i had, the most lasting relationships wif my sheep for.. mmm. im getting depressed blogging. k. at least got.. light at e end of e tunnel.

1) Apinun - My gay buddy.
2) Harry - Erm.. gay buddy part 2?
3) Jesus - Nuff said.

Mmm. Whenever im depressed, i think about these 3 jokers in my life and.. how t carry on being depressed with them around?

Matt
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ACS(I)
CJC
NUS
13/08/87
Hope Church Singapore



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